This is my first time, very first time doing it. Even though it didn't work out well, but, I'll never forget about it.XD.


I bet, you'll be thinking of what in the world did I do. I did the one thing that only some people manage to do. Even though, it wasn't a special day nor a celebration, but, I manage to do so.Everything started with one simple conversation, with a simple start, " Hi. " Because of that start, I have experienced the many challenges in life. I had fun talking to him. He was one of my friends, a really good friend. If I manage to keep that secret, what will happen next? I did thought of it before. But, now, it has already happen. I did shed some tears during the time. But, who knows? My pillow wet with tears, and what a coincidence? My phone played one of the sad love songs.........


This time, I'll let time to heal me. Just the same as the incident happened last year. I always ask myself, why am I so naive to believe everything, every word , every lie he made....... Because of that, I have been crying every night when I think about it , bleeding inside when I see him....... He made me lost, until this year, a new year. I have learned to stand up and face the world. Without my friends today, especially those who always there, making me laugh, being there for me, helping me, supporting me...... I owe a really special thanks to all who made my day wonderful!


To the ones who hurt me, thank you too. For teaching me that life isn't always perfect. No one can live up without a little scratch. Because, with that scratch, it shows everyone, how much have you been through in life. Crying doesn't means you're weak, it means you have been strong for too long. Crying isn't a crime. Let your feelings out. Never let your feelings ruin the way you see life. Because, there is always a reason for everything happening in your life.